sentiments of a girl

i miss 'em.

2005-07-30T00:52:00.000-07:00

MHEN. I MISS BOYSTOWN, MARIKINA.

I mean it. The people there are going to have a special place in my heart. It's one remarkable experience that I'll never forget. Can't wait to get back there the next month.
My lolas are Lola Antonina and Lola Francis (Francisca). There are VERY different from each other, that's why it's so much fun because I fall somewhere in between. Lola Antonina is very shy and reserved. She does household chores when she's a kid and she loved dancing and singing. She lived in the time of the Japanese Occupation so I have a really NICE time talking to her. I'm always fascinated about those stuff. It makes me excited all over. Lola Francis (Francisca) on the other hand is very different. She's outgoing, loud, opinionated and she loves piano. VERY ME. Pero one thing about her that I don't like is being VERY NOISY. When I say very noisy, I mean that when others are performing in front, she keeps on making fun of them or PRAISING them a lot. But I completely understand because, that's her thing. I don't want to change her or something. Basta, she's really fun to talk to. And she's got this thing with young priests! Haha, I'm so darn laughing out loud. I mean, she's 68 and yet, she has this teenage spirit in her. Totally cool. AND she loves piano. So she and I can relate.
Can't wait to go back there..I miss them. ~~
~~I miss him too, please go online naman. :)
_sign out_

nothing is the same anymore..

2005-07-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE.
Wahaha..sus..eto naman gusto ko e..pero bakit ganon?? everytime he's online..hndi talaga ako SANAY na he's not speaking to me. He's always this guy who checks up on me and making the kwento about everything. Tapos ngayon, wala na.
I just feel sad, that's all. I mean, super pathetic naman kung ngayon, namimiss ko xa, eh ako naman ang may kasalanan kung bakit umabot kame sa ganito. Apologies will not return what happened in the past, that's all.
Maybe, nasasaktan nga talaga ako. Friend mo yung tao e. Tas ngayon, hndi na kau pwede maging dati. Nasa huli nga ang pagsisisi.
All I can do is to wait for the time na mawawala na lahat ang anger nya towards me. I just hope na mawawala talaga.
_sign out_

what i feel is so pathetic, i know..but what can i do about it?

2005-07-16T05:32:00.000-07:00

I honestly think that this thing that is going on with me is so pathetic and stupid. I mean, I'm a JUNIOR. This thing is just baby. It's no big deal. But why do I feel so hurt? Why do I feel hurt in the simplest things. I'm supposed to be following my mind not my heart. Ang pathetic..sobra.

the reason i made this..

2005-07-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

Since I messed up my xanga site, and I don't know what to do about it, I was thinking of making another blogsite. I thought of blogspot since I've been hearing good feedbacks from this site. So, why not? Anyway, since I'm new here..please, please, PLEASE help me to fix it. I wanted it to be presentable the way it did on my xanga BEFORE. I have no idea of fixing this. Thanks a million.