what i feel is so pathetic, i know..but what can i do about it?

I honestly think that this thing that is going on with me is so pathetic and stupid. I mean, I'm a JUNIOR. This thing is just baby. It's no big deal. But why do I feel so hurt? Why do I feel hurt in the simplest things. I'm supposed to be following my mind not my heart. Ang pathetic..sobra.